I am so sorry for disappearing for so long as I had some issues. I will keep writing stories and personal stories here but for using wordpress I have to open Laptop which is hard at times and Mobile app I do not like it .
So to conclude my statement please I want to connect to you guys on instagram can you let me know how many of you use insta its been so long since I have been gone and I really want to have a warm chat with each and everyone of you and want you to read some amazing stuff I wrote there thank you
When my heart pounded and I could not fall asleep.
My anxiety keeping me awake all night and you say I can control it ?
If I could have control it would I like this mental torture ….
You know what makes it worst its people like you who do not support it fine your choice but why make it hard for people like us ?
Your lucky enough you do not have this then why pass comments as you know what it is …
You do not know you can never know what it feels to have anxiety .
I had anxiety when I turned 14 and now its quite less then before but it does not mean I am cured it.
Do you know how it felt to go to school everyday with anxiety and panic attack I wish you knew cause then you would not be sitting there and making random comments .
Just like a headache ,flu,cancer you go to a doctor and its not your fault so is anxiety you can not control it nor its for attention
its the worst thing that eats you deep inside and makes you stand at death door so be careful of what you say to a person suffering from it do not just randomly pass comments like its my fault…. no it was never my fault I did not choose it .
It was and it will never be my fault and its worst when people judge you and make you feel even more low .
The constant worry of what may go wrong its two am and I can not sleep cause what may go wrong causes me anxiety and you say I am over thinking You say just say God name and you will be fine nah your wrong ….God name would not help me cure my anxiety nor will your rubbish …..something that made my teenage years worst something that broke me something which caused me to get embarrassed in public ,no I will not let it control me again
Your brave cause you have what many can not take.
You have been through what no can go through.
Your brave then any solider dying on battle field
Your brave then anyone else out there cause you endured what no one can …