ALL ALONE

born alone , will die alone
will be buried alone , and came alone to the world
was alone during hard times , fought alone
you hurting me is not new , but why it hurts so deep each time
feel the pain all alone , feel the hurt alone
where no one see or even understands it
with no trust and no love
would i survive , where the world throws arrow at wounded wound
the worst thing that you could do to  me ,is hurt me where i am weak
where thoughts stop ,where it is already wounded
the arrows you throw makes the pain worse ,
the arrows you throw makes me fall again ,
makes me heart beat , makes my body feel the worst nightmares ,
all alone i suffer , do any one care ?
would someone feel the pain i do ?
would someone understand me ?
why prove my innocence? , can’t you see how innocent i am behind this mask,
the mask to protect myself from the hurt ,
but still some arrows pierce the mask ,

arrow once left can not be stopped
just as words once said can not be taken back
the arrow hurts and the words cause stress
physical pain is the result id that stress

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scared

scared of the unknown future

scared of the known past

scared of the rumors that may begin 

scared of the whispers in the core-door walking alone

scared of the unseen, scared of the seen  

oh life why are you so cruel

oh life why are you so worthless

scared of the love that may vanish in the blink of an eye

scared of the eyes that have hatred in them 

scared of my myself ,my thoughts

scared of the sleepless nights

scared of the haunted dreams

oh life why are you so cruel

oh life why are you so worthless

happiness seems like a happy dream

happiness seems like a  star far away to reach

scared of the death but want to die a million times

scared of the failure but life seems a lost battle

breathing is hard , living is worst 

smiling is hard ,crying is worse 

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