HAVE BEEN HERE SINCE 14

have been here since 14

but never been so strong

fighting all my demons

these wounds don’t heal

these scars on my arms

are the proof of my battle’s

on lonely nights

fought for so long

have been here since 14

but never been so strong

standing on this island surrounded by water

all alone

breathing but barely living

the angel of dead stalking around

messing the minds of a teenager

into doing the unforgivable

have been here since 14

but never been so strong

for judging me ,walk in my shoes first

I swear not even a day, you will survive

the stormy cold nights

sobbing and hating

the failures and bullying

my world this gloomy

have been this way since 14

stronger than everyone

not a victim but a survivor

battling these wars made me iron women

stronger than anyone

never giving up

rising from ashes my super powers

have been here since 14

but never been so strong

49 responses to “HAVE BEEN HERE SINCE 14”

  1. …. about being a survivor…. and a fighter…. powerful words!

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    1. aww thanks yep powerful πŸ™‚

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  2. Good job girl❀❀

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    1. thanks I appreciate sann , by the way its flyingcolours πŸ™‚

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      1. Oh… I am sorry! But I thought u were a girl so…

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        1. no its fine I am a girl but I prefer my pen name more , actually I like it a lot

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          1. Okay… No issues!

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  3. aww thanks yep powerful πŸ™‚

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  4. thanks I appreciate sann , by the way its flyingcolours πŸ™‚

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    1. Oh… I am sorry! But I thought u were a girl so…

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      1. no its fine I am a girl but I prefer my pen name more , actually I like it a lot

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        1. Okay… No issues!

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  5. Oh… I am sorry! But I thought u were a girl so…

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    1. no its fine I am a girl but I prefer my pen name more , actually I like it a lot

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      1. Okay… No issues!

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  6. no its fine I am a girl but I prefer my pen name more , actually I like it a lot

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    1. Okay… No issues!

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    1. hey thanks its been so long how have you been ?:)

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      1. Indeed it has. I am doing good, what about you?

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        1. oh glad to know that
          I am also doing great thanks πŸ™‚

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            1. ❀❀❀😌

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  7. Okay… No issues!

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  8. hey thanks its been so long how have you been ?:)

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    1. Indeed it has. I am doing good, what about you?

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      1. oh glad to know that
        I am also doing great thanks πŸ™‚

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          1. ❀❀❀😌

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  9. Indeed it has. I am doing good, what about you?

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    1. oh glad to know that
      I am also doing great thanks πŸ™‚

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        1. ❀❀❀😌

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  10. Felt very deep while reading it!
    Facing struggles is one thing, but fight in with it and being a survivor, is all that counts!!

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    1. you felt it right that was my aim πŸ™‚ so scored it right
      yea you got the message

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      1. Well I admitt that you are pretty good at conveying your messages through your words!!

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        1. and are not you sleepy today its quite late

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          1. Actually I’m having a night wake-up plan today..
            So I was sleeping in the day itself..πŸ˜‚

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            1. hmm great then why keep me awake :)lol

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              1. Yeah well said! Sorry for the inconvenience! Have a sound sleep πŸ˜‡

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                  1. You’re most welcome and wish you a good morning in advance!

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                    1. do not know what would be that good about the morning though lol

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                      1. Just take it! if something good happens, then apply my good morning wish to that thing..Lol!

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                        1. and if something bad happens then I should think you must have curse secretly πŸ˜›

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                          1. And I think that I’m stuck now in my own word trap!πŸ˜…

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                            1. that is why elders say think before you speak lol

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                              1. And I guess I’ve already wasted much time od your sleep, so I guess it’s the time to take a leave now!

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                                1. no you keep watching I will leave πŸ™‚

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                                  1. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

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                              2. Yeah. .got a lesson today..lol

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          1. Most welcome once again ☺

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  11. It was really awesome I read it great work friend your hard working shows in your poem gud job

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  12. oh glad to know that
    I am also doing great thanks πŸ™‚

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      1. ❀❀❀😌

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  13. you felt it right that was my aim πŸ™‚ so scored it right
    yea you got the message

    Like

    1. Well I admitt that you are pretty good at conveying your messages through your words!!

      Liked by 1 person

      1. and are not you sleepy today its quite late

        Like

        1. Actually I’m having a night wake-up plan today..
          So I was sleeping in the day itself..πŸ˜‚

          Liked by 1 person

          1. hmm great then why keep me awake :)lol

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            1. Yeah well said! Sorry for the inconvenience! Have a sound sleep πŸ˜‡

              Liked by 1 person

                1. You’re most welcome and wish you a good morning in advance!

                  Liked by 1 person

                  1. do not know what would be that good about the morning though lol

                    Like

                    1. Just take it! if something good happens, then apply my good morning wish to that thing..Lol!

                      Liked by 1 person

                      1. and if something bad happens then I should think you must have curse secretly πŸ˜›

                        Like

                        1. And I think that I’m stuck now in my own word trap!πŸ˜…

                          Liked by 1 person

                          1. that is why elders say think before you speak lol

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                            1. And I guess I’ve already wasted much time od your sleep, so I guess it’s the time to take a leave now!

                              Liked by 1 person

                              1. no you keep watching I will leave πŸ™‚

                                Like

                                1. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

                                  Liked by 1 person

                            2. Yeah. .got a lesson today..lol

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        1. Most welcome once again ☺

          Liked by 1 person

  14. Well I admitt that you are pretty good at conveying your messages through your words!!

    Liked by 1 person

    1. and are not you sleepy today its quite late

      Like

      1. Actually I’m having a night wake-up plan today..
        So I was sleeping in the day itself..πŸ˜‚

        Liked by 1 person

        1. hmm great then why keep me awake :)lol

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          1. Yeah well said! Sorry for the inconvenience! Have a sound sleep πŸ˜‡

            Liked by 1 person

              1. You’re most welcome and wish you a good morning in advance!

                Liked by 1 person

                1. do not know what would be that good about the morning though lol

                  Like

                  1. Just take it! if something good happens, then apply my good morning wish to that thing..Lol!

                    Liked by 1 person

                    1. and if something bad happens then I should think you must have curse secretly πŸ˜›

                      Like

                      1. And I think that I’m stuck now in my own word trap!πŸ˜…

                        Liked by 1 person

                        1. that is why elders say think before you speak lol

                          Like

                          1. And I guess I’ve already wasted much time od your sleep, so I guess it’s the time to take a leave now!

                            Liked by 1 person

                            1. no you keep watching I will leave πŸ™‚

                              Like

                              1. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

                                Liked by 1 person

                          2. Yeah. .got a lesson today..lol

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      1. Most welcome once again ☺

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    1. Most welcome once again ☺

      Liked by 1 person

  15. and are not you sleepy today its quite late

    Like

    1. Actually I’m having a night wake-up plan today..
      So I was sleeping in the day itself..πŸ˜‚

      Liked by 1 person

      1. hmm great then why keep me awake :)lol

        Like

        1. Yeah well said! Sorry for the inconvenience! Have a sound sleep πŸ˜‡

          Liked by 1 person

            1. You’re most welcome and wish you a good morning in advance!

              Liked by 1 person

              1. do not know what would be that good about the morning though lol

                Like

                1. Just take it! if something good happens, then apply my good morning wish to that thing..Lol!

                  Liked by 1 person

                  1. and if something bad happens then I should think you must have curse secretly πŸ˜›

                    Like

                    1. And I think that I’m stuck now in my own word trap!πŸ˜…

                      Liked by 1 person

                      1. that is why elders say think before you speak lol

                        Like

                        1. And I guess I’ve already wasted much time od your sleep, so I guess it’s the time to take a leave now!

                          Liked by 1 person

                          1. no you keep watching I will leave πŸ™‚

                            Like

                            1. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

                              Liked by 1 person

                        2. Yeah. .got a lesson today..lol

                          Liked by 1 person

  16. Most welcome once again ☺

    Liked by 1 person

  17. Actually I’m having a night wake-up plan today..
    So I was sleeping in the day itself..πŸ˜‚

    Liked by 1 person

    1. hmm great then why keep me awake :)lol

      Like

      1. Yeah well said! Sorry for the inconvenience! Have a sound sleep πŸ˜‡

        Liked by 1 person

          1. You’re most welcome and wish you a good morning in advance!

            Liked by 1 person

            1. do not know what would be that good about the morning though lol

              Like

              1. Just take it! if something good happens, then apply my good morning wish to that thing..Lol!

                Liked by 1 person

                1. and if something bad happens then I should think you must have curse secretly πŸ˜›

                  Like

                  1. And I think that I’m stuck now in my own word trap!πŸ˜…

                    Liked by 1 person

                    1. that is why elders say think before you speak lol

                      Like

                      1. And I guess I’ve already wasted much time od your sleep, so I guess it’s the time to take a leave now!

                        Liked by 1 person

                        1. no you keep watching I will leave πŸ™‚

                          Like

                          1. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

                            Liked by 1 person

                      2. Yeah. .got a lesson today..lol

                        Liked by 1 person

  18. hmm great then why keep me awake :)lol

    Like

    1. Yeah well said! Sorry for the inconvenience! Have a sound sleep πŸ˜‡

      Liked by 1 person

        1. You’re most welcome and wish you a good morning in advance!

          Liked by 1 person

          1. do not know what would be that good about the morning though lol

            Like

            1. Just take it! if something good happens, then apply my good morning wish to that thing..Lol!

              Liked by 1 person

              1. and if something bad happens then I should think you must have curse secretly πŸ˜›

                Like

                1. And I think that I’m stuck now in my own word trap!πŸ˜…

                  Liked by 1 person

                  1. that is why elders say think before you speak lol

                    Like

                    1. And I guess I’ve already wasted much time od your sleep, so I guess it’s the time to take a leave now!

                      Liked by 1 person

                      1. no you keep watching I will leave πŸ™‚

                        Like

                        1. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

                          Liked by 1 person

                    2. Yeah. .got a lesson today..lol

                      Liked by 1 person

  19. Yeah well said! Sorry for the inconvenience! Have a sound sleep πŸ˜‡

    Liked by 1 person

      1. You’re most welcome and wish you a good morning in advance!

        Liked by 1 person

        1. do not know what would be that good about the morning though lol

          Like

          1. Just take it! if something good happens, then apply my good morning wish to that thing..Lol!

            Liked by 1 person

            1. and if something bad happens then I should think you must have curse secretly πŸ˜›

              Like

              1. And I think that I’m stuck now in my own word trap!πŸ˜…

                Liked by 1 person

                1. that is why elders say think before you speak lol

                  Like

                  1. And I guess I’ve already wasted much time od your sleep, so I guess it’s the time to take a leave now!

                    Liked by 1 person

                    1. no you keep watching I will leave πŸ™‚

                      Like

                      1. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

                        Liked by 1 person

                  2. Yeah. .got a lesson today..lol

                    Liked by 1 person

    1. You’re most welcome and wish you a good morning in advance!

      Liked by 1 person

      1. do not know what would be that good about the morning though lol

        Like

        1. Just take it! if something good happens, then apply my good morning wish to that thing..Lol!

          Liked by 1 person

          1. and if something bad happens then I should think you must have curse secretly πŸ˜›

            Like

            1. And I think that I’m stuck now in my own word trap!πŸ˜…

              Liked by 1 person

              1. that is why elders say think before you speak lol

                Like

                1. And I guess I’ve already wasted much time od your sleep, so I guess it’s the time to take a leave now!

                  Liked by 1 person

                  1. no you keep watching I will leave πŸ™‚

                    Like

                    1. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

                      Liked by 1 person

                2. Yeah. .got a lesson today..lol

                  Liked by 1 person

  20. You’re most welcome and wish you a good morning in advance!

    Liked by 1 person

    1. do not know what would be that good about the morning though lol

      Like

      1. Just take it! if something good happens, then apply my good morning wish to that thing..Lol!

        Liked by 1 person

        1. and if something bad happens then I should think you must have curse secretly πŸ˜›

          Like

          1. And I think that I’m stuck now in my own word trap!πŸ˜…

            Liked by 1 person

            1. that is why elders say think before you speak lol

              Like

              1. And I guess I’ve already wasted much time od your sleep, so I guess it’s the time to take a leave now!

                Liked by 1 person

                1. no you keep watching I will leave πŸ™‚

                  Like

                  1. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

                    Liked by 1 person

              2. Yeah. .got a lesson today..lol

                Liked by 1 person

  21. do not know what would be that good about the morning though lol

    Like

    1. Just take it! if something good happens, then apply my good morning wish to that thing..Lol!

      Liked by 1 person

      1. and if something bad happens then I should think you must have curse secretly πŸ˜›

        Like

        1. And I think that I’m stuck now in my own word trap!πŸ˜…

          Liked by 1 person

          1. that is why elders say think before you speak lol

            Like

            1. And I guess I’ve already wasted much time od your sleep, so I guess it’s the time to take a leave now!

              Liked by 1 person

              1. no you keep watching I will leave πŸ™‚

                Like

                1. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

                  Liked by 1 person

            2. Yeah. .got a lesson today..lol

              Liked by 1 person

  22. Just take it! if something good happens, then apply my good morning wish to that thing..Lol!

    Liked by 1 person

    1. and if something bad happens then I should think you must have curse secretly πŸ˜›

      Like

      1. And I think that I’m stuck now in my own word trap!πŸ˜…

        Liked by 1 person

        1. that is why elders say think before you speak lol

          Like

          1. And I guess I’ve already wasted much time od your sleep, so I guess it’s the time to take a leave now!

            Liked by 1 person

            1. no you keep watching I will leave πŸ™‚

              Like

              1. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

                Liked by 1 person

          2. Yeah. .got a lesson today..lol

            Liked by 1 person

  23. and if something bad happens then I should think you must have curse secretly πŸ˜›

    Like

    1. And I think that I’m stuck now in my own word trap!πŸ˜…

      Liked by 1 person

      1. that is why elders say think before you speak lol

        Like

        1. And I guess I’ve already wasted much time od your sleep, so I guess it’s the time to take a leave now!

          Liked by 1 person

          1. no you keep watching I will leave πŸ™‚

            Like

            1. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

              Liked by 1 person

        2. Yeah. .got a lesson today..lol

          Liked by 1 person

  24. And I think that I’m stuck now in my own word trap!πŸ˜…

    Liked by 1 person

    1. that is why elders say think before you speak lol

      Like

      1. And I guess I’ve already wasted much time od your sleep, so I guess it’s the time to take a leave now!

        Liked by 1 person

        1. no you keep watching I will leave πŸ™‚

          Like

          1. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

            Liked by 1 person

      2. Yeah. .got a lesson today..lol

        Liked by 1 person

  25. that is why elders say think before you speak lol

    Like

    1. And I guess I’ve already wasted much time od your sleep, so I guess it’s the time to take a leave now!

      Liked by 1 person

      1. no you keep watching I will leave πŸ™‚

        Like

        1. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

          Liked by 1 person

    2. Yeah. .got a lesson today..lol

      Liked by 1 person

  26. Yeah. .got a lesson today..lol

    Liked by 1 person

  27. And I guess I’ve already wasted much time od your sleep, so I guess it’s the time to take a leave now!

    Liked by 1 person

    1. no you keep watching I will leave πŸ™‚

      Like

      1. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

        Liked by 1 person

  28. no you keep watching I will leave πŸ™‚

    Like

    1. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

      Liked by 1 person

  29. Actually, I wanted to say that I’m gonna be online on my blog the whole night! So better if go and sleep, I don’t want to affect your sleep time! I’ll just go and try to interact with some other bloggers!

    Liked by 1 person

  30. Just keep getting stronger. You can handle so much.

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    1. ❀❀❀😌

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  31. ❀❀❀😌

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  32. Such a beautiful yet powerful poem. Keep writing!

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    1. thanks for reading and your kind comment πŸ™‚

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  33. Wish You a Very Happy New Year…

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    1. oh thanks a lot same to you its a bit late but take care

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  34. Quite powerful and inspiring.

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    1. thanks for reading sulaiman and happy new year

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  35. thanks for reading and your kind comment πŸ™‚

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  36. thanks for reading sulaiman and happy new year

    Liked by 1 person

  37. oh thanks a lot same to you its a bit late but take care

    Liked by 1 person

  38. Good One. πŸ‘ It’s a very nice poem

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Thanks your comment matter a lot

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  39. Thanks your comment matter a lot

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