Unfaithful pt2

So this is how it ends completely soaked in rain I was walking in an unknown place the roads were empty you could even see an animal around so how can a human be seen if someone killed me right now no would know nor would I resist cause in my heart I really wanted to die . The flash back came and it kept coming I could not escape the reality anymore no more .

I called my girlfriend rose she was like a rose so fresh even her voice would make me feel happy and she would start talking I just wanted to hear it was melodious

So how is my rose today ? You know I do miss you a lot at work “I told her she replied back with

“honey its so late when will you be back every day I wait for you but you always come in the morning that’s not fair ” she was angry at me I knew it

I was really busy with my work that I had to do over night shift and I had to do it today too

“sorry its just this project is really important when it ends all my time is for you I promise ”

“hello”

“can you hear me ”

and silence answered me she had hung up my beautiful rose I wanted to at least talk on phone

how can you leave my soul alone I got back at work but my heart and mind were not there she was upset with me and I missed her so badly so I just left the work but my boss  will  scold  me tomorrow.

I will  apologize to my boss maybe they will deduct my pay so what I could not be away anymore so I reached home bought a cake on my away her favorite chocolate flavor if she see it all her anger will vanish and so had the cake and roses in my hands I had the spare key I wanted to surprise her so I just went in the lights were off and it was dark wow she sleeping I thought to myself and tried to not make noise her sleep was sensitive.

  I came close to the stairs I heard loud laughter from my bedroom. Oh she was awake and laughing is she with someone at 1 am no she must be reading her novel  I tried to get rid of these thoughts so slowly went up  there was a tiny gap in the door and her back was toward the door she was wearing a red dress and then I hears a mysterious voice

” so are not you scared rose what if your husband found out ” 

I hear a familiar guy  voice ” he is too stupid and naive baby he would not know a thing ”

Rose wrap her arms around this  man whose face I could not see clearly and then he lifted her up spin her around and kissed her lips  . I could not believe my eyes, shocked ,my body could not move hard to believe the two people I loved most in my life could betray me like this .

peter what about you ? your his step brother how can you betray your brother ” Rose asked him with a smile “well your sweeter then any relation what can I say it was hard to resist your smell  I want to eat you whole ” and that was it I could not hear or see any further I Just went straight grabbing his collar and band I punched his face that face which kissed my wife “how can you betray me you were my brother I raised you after your mother died that’s how you repay me ” he was not guilty eyes looking straight smiled and said “she was delicious ”  and I realized punching him is useless I looked at Rose she looked worried “look its not my fault he came on me please trust me ”  Rose you have one day leave my house before dawn and I will send you divorce papers and I heard everything so that enough ” with that i ran back down the stairs she kept calling me begging me she didn’t loved me , she just loved my money .

so here I walk in places unknown who would have thought something like this could happen to me , I was faithful ,loyal to what was my fault what made her cheat? and I kept  walking  how can  I live without her should I kill myself ? these thought were on mind a flash back came

“Rose when ever you wear red I can’t take my eyes off you don’t wear it in front of other guys okay ”  rose smiled and said ” here you go again don’t worry I am only yours “

what was that , what were the kisses, the times we spent we were married for five years and were in a relation since in college. I felt like my life was finished and so I thought to take my life called my lawyer told him to write papers in which all my property will go to a trust . And with that I took my gun out as I put the gun on my head I heard crying and that also of a baby I looked around no one was there then where did it came from I followed the voice and it was coming from a dirty street down where there were small huts and a then my eyes laid on a baby laying in trash and it was surrounded by dogs I took a stick and made the dogs run away I took the baby in my arms , the baby was so small born few hours back I rushed back to my car and took the baby to the hospital informed police and the doctors .

That day I didn’t saved a life but my life was saved by her and so she is my angel my world I never thought something this good happen to me being a father is more than a broken heart she mend my heart with her love .

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Don’t stay

Have been siting on this cold floor it’s more than an hour, my body have no strength to get up this is the fifth time he has has beaten me so badly that it will be hard to even see myself in mirror slowly I start to have courage to get up but as I get up I fall again a cry of pain coming from my mouth .

This is the story of Jessica , a young women in her 20’s being beaten by her husband, they had love marriage were dearly in love and are still but it seems only one sided now, Jessica is not dependent financially on him or is forced to live with him then why she choose to stay…. Let’s find out

“Jessica he beats you so badly look your lips are bleeding, your arms have marks of cigarette and your legs are bruised that it’s hard to even walk.” said her friend Anna she had visited her when her husband was away and was trying to put medicine on her wound she is a nurse in a health care center .

Jessica just looks down, unable to say a word .

“we should call police, enough is enough ” said Anna, as she word come out, it seems like Jessica energy jump in from no where and she presses her hand on Anna

“no please no Anna you know he do not do it intentionally he loved me and still love me but you see its my fault I make him do this, I deserve this ,this is my fate. ” she kept saying that and told Anna to go back as its was time of him to come back. “Jessica I am scared to leave you what if this continues and it makes me lose you ” Anna said with trembling lips her eyes showing how dear Jessica was to her, “don’t worry he will never kill me, you go back before he returns I dont want him to be mad he don’t like your visits ” said Jessica and Anna left with giving her hug “be safe ” and Jessica said “Anna I love him that’s why I am staying or I would have left him the first time he cheated, the first time he lay his hands on me , the first time he burned my hand but my love for him or you can say I am so emotionally depended on him that I can’t leave him even if it leads to end my life ” Anna hugged her back and gave her an angry look “no death you have to live till we get white hair “and they both laughed

Happiness, attached and sorrow don’t last forever but the choices does this was there last conversation Anna and Jessica had as Jessica lost her life to choices and love, that night the guy she so loved killed her by brutally beating her leading her fall on a glass table making her bleed and her last words “don’t stay “

A fictional story on love, violence, attachments

Cycle repeats

Two souls wandering alone.

The cupid god helps them meet

making them lovers .

Madly in love but then the villain god cant see it so he moves his magical stick and causes problems misunderstanding fights and maybe cheating is involved they will come out as gold after all this or will be broken so bad will one lose there life ?then the cycle repeats fall in love , fall out of love.

REPLACED

you stalk and chase

  like I meant the world to you

making vows and promises

for loving me forever

you start to attract me

style,manliness and boldness you got

 with these muscles you made

making me lose my mind

you start to take over me

make a place in my heart

my body ,soul and mind

are in complete possession of you

and

then suddenly you feel something wrong

  nothing seems right for you

after so much effort

making me yours but not made my

your mission ends ,another starts

to have another innocent heart  with your deadly charms

replacing is what you do

love is just a hobby for you

these false , empty vows are made only to break 

cause that’s what you do

”PLAY BOY ”

TRAPPED

She is laying on a cold floor .

Which is all wet and the girl is just lying there with water dripping on her face drop by drop , the room has a roof but it could not prevent the big monsters like clouds from raining and slowly it will make her body numb there is no one to save her from the hell.

When it becomes hard for her to even breath she begs for death but so cruel,  she finds a beat after every drowning.

As there is this line between life and death so does there is line between fear and reality ,love and abandonment, understanding and hurt.

So the girl runs away finding a  hole, she is away from sinking deep but that hole does not lead to success cause success is after when she swims on her own from the sea of water ,that hole keeps her safe for a while but she wants to explore what lies outside the hole and water torture but scared she may feel drowning again , she stays in the hole all alone wasting her life.

The crabs in it does not even make her afraid they bite her, but do she scream?

Nope it calms her the blood makes her feel alive,  cause death people do not bleed nor feel pain so she she asks them to bite her to make her fears anxiety, sadness ,guilt, hatred go away making the crab her best friend, her only friend cause his actions speak louder and no words makes her safe.

GROW OLD TOGETHER

Putting my head on your bare chest is my deepest desire and gaze at the stars together till we get old.Our hair turn white and its still the same you love me.

The same when we first met on the school entrance,you holding your mother’s hand crying and I being so happy for the first time going to  school  that  I give you my chocolate which I never  shared before  that was when we were so young  .

Time went by so fast , we became teenagers  had fights and patch ups long were the nights and short were the days cause the nights surrounded you making it so magical .

Do you remember ,we used to watch stars together.

Do you still remember  you said your love will never change and it will remain like a frozen mountain but mountains melt , roses wither people get old, life ends and the universe changes .

I believed your love was unchangeable and I was so dumb to believe we will get old together.

Walking down the alley with holding hands people whispering “wow! what cool old love birds” .

I thought our love will write history .

People remembering it for  ages to come .

Then i woke up it was a dream, reality is just gloomy

deception

there is a man he has the face of an angel, he is really kind and all over the place his good deeds are known he is like a perfect human being but can humans be really perfect ? is not perfection only for God we humans are perfect as imperfect , so there must be something he is hiding behind his perfect mask what lays beneath his perfect mask is a demon who is lower than human standards ,even animals would be disgraced . his heart is black and his deeds are like gold what you see is just a deception and the truth is buried deep down who ever tries to uncover it death will be awaiting soon 

NO MERCY SHOWN

She thought marriage would be the ideal fairy tale so she married him without a second though , left her job became a full time housewife , cooked three times meal for her husband took care of his parents ,she worked day and night without a rest , she worked more than an office worker or even a labor worker thinking she would get the fruit one day the appreciation of her husband , the love and time of her husband but she never got that , you know she was frustrated deep inside and there were scars on her hands from all the cuts she got while taking care of house chores enough was enough , she had enough , she decided to talk to her mother in law , she went and talked to her that how badly he treats her and how she can not take the house work , do you think taking care of a big joint family in India is easy ,her mother in law instead of thinking of a way out she complained to her husband that she misbehaved and so the husband hit her with no mercy making her purple with bruises all over the body and kicked out of the house that is how her hard work was paid off without a fruit cause no mercy was shown to the women on earth God where were you ? when the women on earth are tortured by there own husbands

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