have been here since 14

but never been so strong

fighting all my demons

these wounds don’t heal

these scars on my arms

are the proof of my battle’s

on lonely nights

fought for so long

have been here since 14

but never been so strong

standing on this island surrounded by water

all alone

breathing but barely living

the angel of dead stalking around

messing the minds of a teenager

into doing the unforgivable

have been here since 14

but never been so strong

for judging me ,walk in my shoes first

I swear not even a day, you will survive

the stormy cold nights

sobbing and hating

the failures and bullying

my world this gloomy

have been this way since 14

stronger than everyone

not a victim but a survivor

battling these wars made me iron women

stronger than anyone

never giving up

rising from ashes my super powers

have been here since 14

but never been so strong


ye na samjho ka hamey tum se muhabat nahi      do not think i don’t love you

humey tu adat ha khamosh rahney ki                     I just have a habit to be silent



me ne tarap kar bola buhat yad atey hu tum         with anxiousness i said i miss you a lot

wo muskura kar bola aur tumhey ata he kya ha    you smiled and said what else can                                                                                             I do



log kahtey he mera dil pathar ka ha

kuch log aisey bhe they jo ausey bhe tor kar chaley gaye

people say my heart is of stone

there were some people that even broke that and went by



hey guys these are some of urdu romantic poetry i liked  my first time writing  about it so do not know what the response will be but tried my best , i may have made mistakes sorry for that and i hope you like it






Welcome December ;

                                       welcoming you as the year will be ended with you ,

had lots of fun and a lot of pains during this year and the year will be ended with Christmas and freaking cold weather well i like cold cause the bed is so cozy but taking baths is the worst .

December i hope you can end this year with peace and bring happiness to those who are sad,

the ones with money problems there problems can be solved ,

the ones who are depressed hopeless they can live there life as they dream

and have hope ,

those who are fighting against deadly illness or even a small flu i pray they all get well ,

the ones fighting on borders can meet there families .

  bring all of  our dreams . happiness and achievements which we desire and we can have a bright future with this new year coming forward

also on 25 December the day when Christmas is the leader of my country Pakistan is also born so it will be really a happy day for both of us and what about Christmas preparation  they must have been already started , so lets welcome December and the upcoming new year 2018

plus i always remember “back to December ” song by taylor as i am a big fan of her