FROM CHILDHOOD TO ADULTHOOD

The things you have, never realized there value until you lose them .

The person you can easily have you do not want that but what is hard to have you want that but after having it its value becomes zero .

So the brand that is expensive is attractive and the one cheap we are not interested cause everyone can have it .

A human nature from childhood , the kid cries and begs his parents for toys and finally after so much effort he have these toys but after playing with it for a while the child becomes bored ( a habit we never lose even as an adult) so he either throws it away or breaks it . 

Have you ever thought we still have this nature inside us , whatever we desire or want in life we struggle so much after it sometimes our entire life is around that luxury but in the end after having it , we just do not want it anymore .

As an adult as well be it music , movies, fame, power , money or even women or sex after a time you get used to it and its boring , not making you excite anymore .

We want something much better or what others have we desire that ,other people are more lucky or have much more than me but do not realize what we have is so important .

What would we do without it ?

WELCOME DECEMBER

Welcome December ;

                                       welcoming you as the year will be ended with you ,

had lots of fun and a lot of pains during this year and the year will be ended with Christmas and freaking cold weather well i like cold cause the bed is so cozy but taking baths is the worst .

December i hope you can end this year with peace and bring happiness to those who are sad,

the ones with money problems there problems can be solved ,

the ones who are depressed hopeless they can live there life as they dream

and have hope ,

those who are fighting against deadly illness or even a small flu i pray they all get well ,

the ones fighting on borders can meet there families .

  bring all of  our dreams . happiness and achievements which we desire and we can have a bright future with this new year coming forward

also on 25 December the day when Christmas is the leader of my country Pakistan is also born so it will be really a happy day for both of us and what about Christmas preparation  they must have been already started , so lets welcome December and the upcoming new year 2018

plus i always remember “back to December ” song by taylor as i am a big fan of her

I CAN ……

If i can give you my heart ,i can also take it back within a second

If I can put you on the pedestal and worship you ,i can also throw you down from it

If i can love you more than myself ,i can also forget you like you never exist

If  I can jump in fire for you , I can also bury you within the ashes

So do not take my love for granted

cause nothing is forever

your not going to be the only person in my life

just because I loved you

and its okay for you to mess my mind and soul nope not okay !

because for me happiness matters more than pain

and

love matters more than betrayal

 so i will move on with every pain in search of happiness loyalty

that belongs to me and only me

not going to love you like romeo and Juliet  

cause not every love story has a happy ending

some have inspiration,lesson,and self respect

which is all i need

so i can do what ever i want

cause i am strong (women/men)

KOREAN QUOTES

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1)   

the human heart is fickle

there’s no such thing as permanence

love ,then hate

hot ,then cold

upset ,then grateful

 full of resentment , then full of understanding

And so on, and so forth      

                                                                          49days (drama)

 

2)

you have to live well if life is hard and remember the happy special memories and be happy

                                                                         49days (drama)

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3)

you do not know until you gave it a try , see you can do it

                                                                              mask (drama)

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4)

At times , the road seems far and you may shed tears with a sad heart , but until the day everything becomes a memory , let’s be each other ‘s resting place

                                                                               heirs(drama)

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5)

Regret is only for those who does not have a future                                                                        secret love (drama)

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6)

I like you . No matter how hard I try not to like you , no mater how hard I try I can not stop liking you to the point I get angry at myself

                                                     boys over flowers (drama)

 

 

tell me which quote you like these are my favorite ones from korean drama if you have any let me tell and share 

THE STORY OF A SWAN

boldly I say this is my life

my choices ,my decisions

don’t invade that is not your place to talk

I survive alone

I bear the pains alone

when I am walking in dessert

you’re not there

so who gave you the right to force your advice on me

I know myself so do i know the good and bad

weather I fall or get up

weather I make mistakes or wrong choice

I want them to be all my

cause this is my life

you lived your life

so let me live it by my terms

not doing what you want me to do

if my worth is known ,by the degree I have

or the job I have

or the bank status then

I do not need you

cause these things do not define my worth

I am above them

more precious ,more worth than any thing

 I am swan,  loves to be free

if you cage me , I will die

if you force me , I will still die

cause I am free

free to make my choice

nothing it has to do with you

I do not want your dirty stress

stupid advice which will lead 

the swan to  jump from the mountain 

but the swan is brave

she will fight this cruel world

with rules made making the swan suffocate

so she will break free

breaking the rules

 escaping the cage

and will fly towards her wants, desires

she will be a legend

an inspiration to the world

how to break free slavery

and claim your right

not to run but fight

that is the only way to survive

cause surrendering will kill 

so will running as well so fight for yourself ,

for your choices only yours

feel the freedom ,the motivation,the inspiration the you who you are not the fake one so choose you want to be swan ???? or any other thing you want your life , your choice 🙂

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ARE WE REALLY DIFFERENT ?

we fight with each other

with reasons that seems so stupid

saying we are different

with skin colors black,white and tan

we fight on religion, race ,nationality

we say we are different ,cause of our differences and beliefs

so we hate, kill, despise each other

bombard each other with bombs, guns , words

but we are all same from where i can see it

you have to just increase your eye sight

we are same , cause we all feel pain

we all want peace

do not want the voices of bomb and fear of being killed 

we are same cause we all have hidden pains within ourselves

which may lead to suicide , cuts

so how are we different ?

when we all want love , to be cared for

how can we discriminate on the basis of religion,race, nationality

when we all are the same with so many familiarities.

the problems may not be the same but the depression sadness is the same

the kid in america depressed is the same as the kid depressed in pakistan

borders are made to separate land

not to separate hearts

i do not see you different

we all need the basic human rights

water,food,clothes,shelter,security

so what makes us different

clothes,languages , culture ,food they are so minor as compared to smiles

which are so same

if we want to fight

lets fight against the hunger

lets fight against the violence

lets fight against the bulling

lets fight against the hatred

lets fight for the rights

that you and i have together

making the world a better place to live in