Death

The reality of life

no human can escape

every soul has to taste

the fated destiny

sooner or later you have to leave

what you kept treasured gold

soft blankets and pillow replaced with sand and darkness

a mystery of grave still unsolved

kings , landlords , tyrants died leaving everything behind

as life and death are realities of life

My paternal grandma died on 10 feb 2018 in the morning may her soul rest in peace ameen

Never thought a day would come when I would not see your smile. The love you showed and the way you scold ,missing it with passing day

how I wish I had spend time with you when I was busy with my worldly hobbies

Turn Back Time

if I could turn back time

maybe

I would have loved you more

if I could turn back time

maybe

I would have treasured every moment

if I  could turn back time

maybe

I would have not made mistakes that I did

if I could have turned back time

I would  be in your arms instead of her today

 

if you could turn back time what would be your deepest desires share and like and comment thank you for all your support 🙂 take care have a lovely Christmas .

SAD URDU POETRY

ye na samjho ka hamey tum se muhabat nahi      do not think i don’t love you

humey tu adat ha khamosh rahney ki                     I just have a habit to be silent

 

 

me ne tarap kar bola buhat yad atey hu tum         with anxiousness i said i miss you a lot

wo muskura kar bola aur tumhey ata he kya ha    you smiled and said what else can                                                                                             I do

 

 

log kahtey he mera dil pathar ka ha

kuch log aisey bhe they jo ausey bhe tor kar chaley gaye

people say my heart is of stone

there were some people that even broke that and went by

 

 

hey guys these are some of urdu romantic poetry i liked  my first time writing  about it so do not know what the response will be but tried my best , i may have made mistakes sorry for that and i hope you like it

 

 

 

 

GROW OLD TOGETHER

Putting my head on your bare chest is my deepest desire and gaze at the stars together till we get old.Our hair turn white and its still the same you love me.

The same when we first met on the school entrance,you holding your mother’s hand crying and I being so happy for the first time going to  school  that  I give you my chocolate which I never  shared before  that was when we were so young  .

Time went by so fast , we became teenagers  had fights and patch ups long were the nights and short were the days cause the nights surrounded you making it so magical .

Do you remember ,we used to watch stars together.

Do you still remember  you said your love will never change and it will remain like a frozen mountain but mountains melt , roses wither people get old, life ends and the universe changes .

I believed your love was unchangeable and I was so dumb to believe we will get old together.

Walking down the alley with holding hands people whispering “wow! what cool old love birds” .

I thought our love will write history .

People remembering it for  ages to come .

Then i woke up it was a dream, reality is just gloomy

TIME CHANGES

this song so much is relatable  to my true story , so listen to it as well

friendship to love

and then

from  love to heartbreak

all of it happened so soon

that the time spent with you seemed

so short

and

the fights seemed so long

but

there remain one thing which never changed

and that was my love for you

so strong

like an ice berg

and

then you broke me

into a thousand pieces with leaving me alone

that it was so hard to live

and

move on ,

the relation from friendship,love and break up quickly turned into something called hatred,revenge ,

hating you was easy then revenge

cause seeing you hurt was like me hurt

but continued to hate you

for what you did to me ,blamed you ,resented you ,tried to do friendship ,still cared for your wounds

the heart ached for you ,

but then when everything failed ,

every effort was thrown into the bin,

when there was no going back to what we were,

no matter how hard i tried it could not be normal relation,

there i stopped trying ,stopped calling,texting,being a nuisance,

but stopping everything did not mean my heart stopped loving ,

when there was rain i would write your name on my car window ,

remembering you , every love , every couple will remind me of you,

the nights were for crying in the name of you ,

the days were for laying in bed restless ,

but

realized one thing my worth in your life it was lower than your dog ,

but your worth in my life was more than family,money,things etc that was the difference between my love and your love it was not equal ,

you did not cared if i existed or not  so

even if you had stayed it would not last long ,

with passing times as its said time heals every wound ,

so was my healed ,

the broken me was still broken

the trust on love is not here but there is one thing that happened

i forgive him, its not his fault ,

its was not meant to be,

it was a life lesson ,

making me strong, making me brave,and above all of it changed me ,

not the old me who gets attached to people ,

cry for them ,

beg them to stay ,

if someone wants to leave ,

i will let them go even open the door for them

cause if someone really wants to stay

they will stay not threaten to leave or even leave ,

if someone is going to love me , he should love me as me,

with every flaw and every goodness ,

not try to change what i am,

even if i am cold heart, unkind,selfish , that’s what i am , no need to tell me what i am cause

i know me better than you 

but if you think i am good person

its your opinion good and bad are just like this

a line between both of them

and

i am not perfect , i may act immature,want love,cry but it does not make you weak it just shows how strong you have and how strong your going to be 

THE DESIRE

day or night ,

I miss you

wanting you so badly more than air

but the reality is we are oceans and seas apart

getting together is so impossible

like the meeting of sun and moon

but do not want to let go

your the dream that I desire ,

your the love i want more than gold ,

is it so wrong to desire you?

so be it don’t wanna be right anymore

this love is so deep every part of my body aches for it

the desire for your love will always remain in my heart no matter what happens

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