baby loving you more with each passing day

oh boy !

what magic you have done

day and night on my mind its you

with each day loving you more than yesterday

baby touch me , kiss me in places no one touched before

oh baby !

your a fire that en lights me

a wind making shivers run down my spine

when i feel you inside its like the world is below my knees

oh baby touch me , kiss me

cause only you make me feel this

the love and pleasure i never felt before

lets run away into a world where only you and me exist

loving each other more with passing days

when you look at me in my eyes

everything stops for a moment

your my time stopping machine

below our sheet covers the place which resembles heaven

oh boy !

what are you human or an angel that came down for me

for loving me ,my soul mate , my love  kiss me deeper


MY SUNSHINE (my mother )

where is my sunshine

where is my star in the dark

who guides me , holds me when my feet tremble

who makes the sadness go away

i miss you mother

i crave your hands

i want those moments my head in your lap

i want to kiss you again

with you go gone the light is gone

with you gone my eyes are blurred

i can not find my way even in burning light

mother your my sunshine and will always be

you guys must think i write a lot of post of mother and father sometimes actually these are the two strong pillars in my life and have  most interaction with as well it’s not like we do not have dis arguments we have  buts it’s just that the bond is strong the love is also more and hurt is also more 🙂


Hey beautiful women this post is for all mothers out there here is a small tribute to all of you from me it does need to have a mother’s day to praise mothers you can always when a beautiful poem comes to mind


the face of heaven

the warmth of love

with love in her eyes only

 bound by love

love endless,cares forever  

sacrificing every luxury for her child

 as for her luxury is her child

sleep is gone as the baby is born 

she can cross mountains whats a sleepless night for her

body not the same anymore

but she never cares as  she got  something more precious

love at first sight with her child for eternity 

a mother no book  or poem can explain

 a god’s creation only one found on earth

 with the birth of a baby, a mother is born as well 


every mother is greatest for her child so all mothers are no 1 for there kids  so the awards goes to all as a tribute 


boldly I say this is my life

my choices ,my decisions

don’t invade that is not your place to talk

I survive alone

I bear the pains alone

when I am walking in dessert

you’re not there

so who gave you the right to force your advice on me

I know myself so do i know the good and bad

weather I fall or get up

weather I make mistakes or wrong choice

I want them to be all my

cause this is my life

you lived your life

so let me live it by my terms

not doing what you want me to do

if my worth is known ,by the degree I have

or the job I have

or the bank status then

I do not need you

cause these things do not define my worth

I am above them

more precious ,more worth than any thing

 I am swan,  loves to be free

if you cage me , I will die

if you force me , I will still die

cause I am free

free to make my choice

nothing it has to do with you

I do not want your dirty stress

stupid advice which will lead 

the swan to  jump from the mountain 

but the swan is brave

she will fight this cruel world

with rules made making the swan suffocate

so she will break free

breaking the rules

 escaping the cage

and will fly towards her wants, desires

she will be a legend

an inspiration to the world

how to break free slavery

and claim your right

not to run but fight

that is the only way to survive

cause surrendering will kill 

so will running as well so fight for yourself ,

for your choices only yours

feel the freedom ,the motivation,the inspiration the you who you are not the fake one so choose you want to be swan ???? or any other thing you want your life , your choice 🙂



been through all the storms

still standing here alone

waiting for the next storm to pass by

each storm put scars on me

new scars waiting for you



whats my fault

why can  not you see me happy

you think your advice are useful

 but  instead they have the opposite effect

doing more bad then good

making me feel like a loser , useless

crushing my self esteem

your false praise will do no good  

easily can believe words like loser,user,ugly,fat

but even after you saying hundred time

can’t believe beautiful wise,intelligent words  

i can stay in illusion praiseing  myself

to see you laughing at my words

but can not believe praise

not used to it

these  words have the opposite meanings

like you laughing at my face

you do not mean it

i do not need your fake concern

so stop bringing it up

i try to avoid it but i forgot

that is the most interesting topic for your gossip so

how can you leave my wounds

how can you leave it,they heal

you scratch again making it so new

like they never got better


hey mother ! where are you

breathing is hard

i need you to hug me

so my wound can recover

but you so busy in your life

that you can barely see my tears 








 words do not match the thoughts

actions do not match the feelings

so do not believe  the words

look deep within the heart

what do you see ?

do you see the NO into becoming YES

do you feel the anger into becoming care

do you see the love behind the quarrel 

its like a mirror with two faces

a face hidden from everyone 

a face on the front

may conceal the feelings 

broken hearts  are wandering

as ghosts in bright light

so see within  the  heart

beyond the mask

explore the dark and white secrets

hidden inside the mask

the beauty , the vulnerability

love it like a man if you want to see the jewels

behind the mask 


oh no ! there is thief in the house

at midnight , making strange noises

coming from kitchen and the breaking of plates

is he a bipolar  or drunk

making my way there

with a stick to hit the thief with a bang bang

but its a crime scene with the sight of food scattered

a big mess made by Jerry ‘s brother

big black mouse with those murderous eyes

he is not an invited guest

runs before i can hand him over to authorities

midnight thief on wanted list

so let me know if you see him

 thank you for your cooperation  then 

what is love?

love a puzzle

the answer is here what your looking for 

love a blessing

love a curse

love a beautiful dream

love a nasty nightmare

raise you to clouds

bury  you within the grounds

 the door to freedom

or the shackle to your hands

love an illusion

love the reason to live

love a cruel game

or a sweet poison

love starting of a new life

within you

or the death of both the souls








this life is not a fairy tale

it has black holes

that can swallow you whole

the beasts that bites you

and you bleed till your death

fairy tales once a reality

now just a dream

flowers blossom in fairy tales

in reality they are smashed

into tiny pieces

in fairy tales its true love called soul mates

 in reality its lust called one night stand

dance to the beat

that fairy tales don’t exist

every girl wants to be a princess

 since she is three 

that’s her innocent dream

to have a prince riding on white horse

and to be a princes

like snow white ,Bella and Cinderella

 the hard reality hits

when she turns 16

that fairy tales don’t exist 

only fake false lies

and fake love exist 

this life is not a fairy tale

                                                   by flyingcolours