Tick tok, tick tok
the demons are back
been holding for long
everynight crying myself to sleep the thoughts are back, why am I even alive??
Been holding for long
Pounding heart, breathing hard
to feel like dying but not dying
oh! Just wanted one true love why would you scar me?
Depression, anxiety,self harm are back.
How can they leave me, peacful mind just a dream ,now eyes wide open
Don’t want anyone to know
You made me feel so worthless, ugly, stupid, dumb
Everything my fault, loving you my fault, you say so should I die yea if I die its still my fault isn’t it
Claps to you finally you took a human’s wish to live turn into dead wish