SCARS

scars deep inside my wrist

each scar , has its own story to tell

Hidden under the long sleeves

Afraid the world may see

A constant fear inside

that someone may know

and my secret out

these scars, that tell my story

to each and everyone

they may laugh ,they may pity

whatever they do will hurt me

So scars, be hidden

in a dimention

underneath the shadows

i want to tell you girls something, your beautiful these scars that we have within our hearts or as our hidden secrets do not make us ugly , and we should not be ashamed of them as they shows how strong we were and your beautiful and. I am beautiful regardless of color,religion,race ,nationality beauty do not relay on these things.

One is inner beauty and other is outer beauty and it depends on eyes so my eyes see you beautiful and myself as well and that’s important so do that and not hurt anyone .

TIME CHANGES

this song so much is relatable  to my true story , so listen to it as well

friendship to love

and then

from  love to heartbreak

all of it happened so soon

that the time spent with you seemed

so short

and

the fights seemed so long

but

there remain one thing which never changed

and that was my love for you

so strong

like an ice berg

and

then you broke me

into a thousand pieces with leaving me alone

that it was so hard to live

and

move on ,

the relation from friendship,love and break up quickly turned into something called hatred,revenge ,

hating you was easy then revenge

cause seeing you hurt was like me hurt

but continued to hate you

for what you did to me ,blamed you ,resented you ,tried to do friendship ,still cared for your wounds

the heart ached for you ,

but then when everything failed ,

every effort was thrown into the bin,

when there was no going back to what we were,

no matter how hard i tried it could not be normal relation,

there i stopped trying ,stopped calling,texting,being a nuisance,

but stopping everything did not mean my heart stopped loving ,

when there was rain i would write your name on my car window ,

remembering you , every love , every couple will remind me of you,

the nights were for crying in the name of you ,

the days were for laying in bed restless ,

but

realized one thing my worth in your life it was lower than your dog ,

but your worth in my life was more than family,money,things etc that was the difference between my love and your love it was not equal ,

you did not cared if i existed or not  so

even if you had stayed it would not last long ,

with passing times as its said time heals every wound ,

so was my healed ,

the broken me was still broken

the trust on love is not here but there is one thing that happened

i forgive him, its not his fault ,

its was not meant to be,

it was a life lesson ,

making me strong, making me brave,and above all of it changed me ,

not the old me who gets attached to people ,

cry for them ,

beg them to stay ,

if someone wants to leave ,

i will let them go even open the door for them

cause if someone really wants to stay

they will stay not threaten to leave or even leave ,

if someone is going to love me , he should love me as me,

with every flaw and every goodness ,

not try to change what i am,

even if i am cold heart, unkind,selfish , that’s what i am , no need to tell me what i am cause

i know me better than you 

but if you think i am good person

its your opinion good and bad are just like this

a line between both of them

and

i am not perfect , i may act immature,want love,cry but it does not make you weak it just shows how strong you have and how strong your going to be 

A TRIBUTE TO ALL MOTHERS

Hey beautiful women this post is for all mothers out there here is a small tribute to all of you from me it does need to have a mother’s day to praise mothers you can always when a beautiful poem comes to mind

MOTHER

the face of heaven

the warmth of love

with love in her eyes only

 bound by love

love endless,cares forever  

sacrificing every luxury for her child

 as for her luxury is her child

sleep is gone as the baby is born 

she can cross mountains whats a sleepless night for her

body not the same anymore

but she never cares as  she got  something more precious

love at first sight with her child for eternity 

a mother no book  or poem can explain

 a god’s creation only one found on earth

 with the birth of a baby, a mother is born as well 

 

every mother is greatest for her child so all mothers are no 1 for there kids  so the awards goes to all as a tribute 

THIS LIFE IS NOT A FAIRY TALE

this life is not a fairy tale

it has black holes

that can swallow you whole

the beasts that bites you

and you bleed till your death

fairy tales once a reality

now just a dream

flowers blossom in fairy tales

in reality they are smashed

into tiny pieces

in fairy tales its true love called soul mates

 in reality its lust called one night stand

dance to the beat

that fairy tales don’t exist

every girl wants to be a princess

 since she is three 

that’s her innocent dream

to have a prince riding on white horse

and to be a princes

like snow white ,Bella and Cinderella

 the hard reality hits

when she turns 16

that fairy tales don’t exist 

only fake false lies

and fake love exist 

this life is not a fairy tale

                                                   by flyingcolours 

 

 

Being A women

“I DID NOT  ALWAYS KNOW WHAT I WANTED TO DO BUT I KNEW THE KIND OF WOMEN I WANTED TO BE “

this quote is so amazing is not it ? we always or sometimes do not know what we want to do we are confused but we always what kind of women we want to be and that we know from childhood we have inspiration we have ideal and we know as a women what to do what to love and cherish

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