borderline personality disorder

its a disorder in which there are many symptoms but one of them is  fear of abandonment its consistent fear that the people that know you and may claim they love you will leave you , nothing is stable and you will be left alone by yourself in the big world, people do not like…

BREAKING INSIDE

you feel  the bones breaking  but no one hears a crack , your breaking inside when breathing becomes hard in your own room you feel like dying , when you want one person to be there in the whole world to love you in this 7billion people only one and still silence  no one there…

my life and me

falling and tripping ,getting hurt and hurting dear to me , cutting and bruises are my life ,what am i ? nothing wishing every one i love happiness i leave with do not mind me cause i am living but i do not exist just a piece of body

i had my reasons

I had my reasons to hurt her she hurt me first so it was only fair for me to do the same oh oh do not you blame me cause i am not at fault you are there to clean her tears , to hold her to not let her fall but i am falling…

baby loving you more with each passing day

oh boy ! what magic you have done day and night on my mind its you with each day loving you more than yesterday baby touch me , kiss me in places no one touched before oh baby ! your a fire that en lights me a wind making shivers run down my spine when…

insides vs outsides

you smile from outside but whats inside is a mystery which no one can imagine and  feeling trapped, fears surrounding what if the worst happens? the past may  reoccur  , you lose , you may fall whats inside is kept inside , your weakness which you do not want to share , talk or even…

the brave ones

where can you find a girl like that if you do never let her go

LIVING IN AMERICA IS SCARY

now do not think its one of those hate posts after the victory of donald cause i have a view on it but i am not going to write about it as its quite old now ,  so america is scary ? how so you must be wondering cause something happened which made me think…

THE GIRL IN RED

with a broken heart she walked down all eyes staring an angel had came some jealous , some happy hearts admiring her how that she is the happiest person on earth marrying a man who was every girls dream but no one knew who was the girl in red ‘s dream , for people it…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCORPIONS

raise your hands if you love chocolate cake like i do ? 🙂 its my favorite months cause its November the birthday the era of scorpions , i just love my star my birthday is passed though it was on 9 November the day on which was american election i was a bit upset over the…

the aching heart

tears streaming down her face unable to stop them , they just flowed like a flood her heart hurt on things which other think is minor she cried cried cried all alone heart aching people degree of emotions is different but the hurt is the same tears are not controlled how much you want to…

you can shine again

this line “stars can not shine without darkness ” is so true without the darkness could we see the beautiful stars , we can apply that in our lives we fall ,we break, we fail and then a shinning star rises , if we did not know pain so how could we know happiness and…