You break me up

Like a doll twisting and turning maybe I am not human in your eyes
You hurt me by your words
You cut me open and let me bleed
Don’t know whose to blame you or me but just cause I choose to stay does that give you the right to break ….. Scared of losing you maybe that gives you the power to break….. Innocent souls …


Sometimes you wanna runaway into a world of far far away away

from the people the troubles will you come by?

Grab my hand and runaway with me into a world of wilds

come take my hand lets leave

my insides feel like breaking

I am shattering

the demons are coming back

my insecurites fears are back

the old me is back where living is hell and death is relieve expectations hurts so bad

as you grow old you get more and more hurt

lets runaway

I want amnesia

I am full of imperfections

a past full of aches wounds have been through heartbreak, rejections, cheats, betrayal, hatred, oh my my why I feel so worthless, ugly, useless why am I even alive….

a beauty with a demon

a beauty with scars

I can be with anyone just so I dont feel like killing myself