BROKEN

so thin like a thread

broken with a storm

how long can it last ?

the love between me and you

weak like a wood

burned with fire

ashes left behind

flying in the sky

at least they got freedom

the story of our turned into regrets

the loud screams,anger,hatred

shattering the glass castle

which took a hundred years to be made

trust ,romance,passion were essence of what we shared called love

whats left are scars on souls

words turned into arguments

arguments turned into fights

were we meant to be like this ?

we were meant to be one soul

so broken am I

can love hurt this much

love gone hatred left

broken yet alive

breaking everything we shared into a memory

Fake smile

Fake smiles

hiding wounds

years of loneliness

broken hearts

shattered soul

you dont even know what I have been through ….

If you could see wounds on soul, you will be astonished to see me alive

the smile on face

the pins in heart

the broken wings

the drowning bodies

begging to breath

can’t swim

slowly dying

the bleeding rose

the curse of love

still hope with a heart beat

Runaway

Sometimes you wanna runaway into a world of far far away away

from the people the troubles will you come by?

Grab my hand and runaway with me into a world of wilds

come take my hand lets leave

my insides feel like breaking

I am shattering

the demons are coming back

my insecurites fears are back

the old me is back where living is hell and death is relieve expectations hurts so bad

as you grow old you get more and more hurt

lets runaway

I want amnesia

I am full of imperfections

a past full of aches wounds have been through heartbreak, rejections, cheats, betrayal, hatred, oh my my why I feel so worthless, ugly, useless why am I even alive….

a beauty with a demon

a beauty with scars

I can be with anyone just so I dont feel like killing myself

Insomnia

Do you ever feel so lonely and sad that even your whole body is tired your eyes are drowsy but still you can’t sleep , the demons under your bed keep haunting you and the bad memories keep repeating itself like a repeating scene in movie and then your heart starts beating faster then its normal rate and your surrounded by gloomy clouds you know you have to wake up early but still you can not sleep. You open and close your eyes sleep no where then you get up as no way out and take the pills as its your only friend

DON’T CRY

when ruthless storm overwhelms my world

when settling sun falls off the endless road

when dark clouds overshadow the sky

when i step back out of fear

I hear my inner self telling me this

 you have to savour all the bitter pains

before you have  the heart of courage

you have to face the dark nights

don’t cry  

your just flying against the wind

looking up you will see the morning twilight 

try to give yourself a smile

 fight the fate with all you have

don’t cry

 deep within , you have a burning faith  

don’t cry 

 you should be proud of yourself

 I believe i will fulfill all my dreams

All my dreams

hey guys we are facing so much in our lives so much pain so much bitterness that no one can see but only we can feel it ,only we are the ones that know our crying  behind close door how much we make ourselves strong there comes some point in our lives that we are broken no one knows about it only we know how much hurt and how much week we are feeling so i found this actually it is a Chinese song  from love never forgetting but i wrote its lyrics before  and kept it safe as it was so encouraging and  now i edited it a little bit to my taste and wrote it out for you guys so when ever your feeling hopeless when your crying read this and i hope you will feel little better 

606e1072d127340b5a528f4baf70a0edthat is said so true the tears of soul